Monday, November 23, 2015
Jesus on Judging
Wednesday, November 18, 2015
The Weapons of Jesus
Saturday, January 31, 2015
Membership
Wednesday, November 19, 2014
Life in Minor Key
Every great symphony tells a story...and it moves from the major key to minor back to major almost seamlessly. Both major and minor keys are beautiful, and pivotal to the story that symphony is telling, But, both express themselves in vastly different ways.
Major Key is a noticeably brighter tune. . .happier and more glorious. It brings with it a crescendo, a decided resolution to the tune. Major speaks of hope and victory and conquest.
Minor Key on the other hand is more of a dirge. It’s the music of suffering, of pain…of anguish...of doubt and confusion. It’s notes leave the feeling of being imcomplete and unresolved.
If our lives tell a rhythmic story of conquest and defeat, joy and pain, of confusion and resolution. Each life sacredly consists of major and minor key.
Personally, I find myself in recent months with a song that is more in the tune of minor key than major. And, my hope is to understand and grow to appreciate this piece of the song that God, the master conductor, is orchestrating with my life. What’s to appreciate, learn and grow from when our life’s song is singing in the tune of minor key? This is the question I’ve been pondering.
I recently wrote a prayer to God in a moment of raw honesty:
My heart feels callous for some reason unknown. My eyes are dry. My thoughts subdued. What is it Lord? Where are you Lord? Who am I Lord? What is this whirlwind that I'm going through? Is it internal, external, eternal or all the above? Lord, I don't want it, this cup of darkness and confusion, but I will gladly accept. I just beg more understanding. Make my marching orders clear. Help me come out of the fog and see a rightly what you are up to in my life.
Can you relate? Have you had those seasons in life and with God marked by the minor key? For those of us who are in or have lived life in minor key, there lies before us a great temptation, a great truth and great paradox.
A Great temptation
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The temptation to avert, and/or deny the reality of minor key.
We are pastors. Whether consciously or subconsciously we believe that our role is to be in charge, to know what the next move is and how to get there. We are the CEO, the leader, the shepherd. As the shepherd we assume we are to know where we are, where we are heading….at all times.
It’s assumed, if not demanded, by our parish, our colleagues and too often from ourselves that we have more answers than questions, more joys than sadness...more peaks than valleys...more victories than defeats.
We have church boards and committees to answer to who want actions and initiatives v and decisions. We minister to people who are in peril, who need answers and help and solutions. And, this requires from us major key kinds of responses…there is little place on our plate for minor key. And, for pastors is to avert this part of our life’s song all together.
Yet, the whole of Scripture seems to indicate that the spiritual journey we are on, is not lived exclusively in the major key. The Bible seems to promise that we will go through seasons that are characterized by questioning (Ecclesiastes), lamenting and anguish (Lamentations), and struggle to understand what God is up to in our lives (Job)....and the hope that we long for often is found from within our painful groanings and desperate longings (Romans 8).
In fact, the more I read the Bible, the more I see that almost all it’s character spend a considerable amount of time plunking around the tune of minor key. Much wandering, wrestling and struggling. Even the name Israel means “one who struggles with God”.
Ever read a Psalm? How about the one that Jesus quoted from the cross…. “Why are you so far from saving me??? So far from the words of my groaning? I cry out to you by day and by night, but why do you not answer? The melodic rhythm to these words is not in major...it’s definitively in minor key.
Whether we look to Job, Jacob, Joseph, David, Elijah, Habakkuk, Jonah, Paul, Peter, people of faith had significant times of life marked by trials, suffering, hardship, doubt, depression, questioning, hopelessness, struggle….and the Bible doesn’t have an aversion to it. It’s not ashamed to speak of it. To own it.
Even the Lord Jesus, is said to have been a man of sorrows, acquainted with grief. Lament and questioning moments were part of his journey. The tune of Golgatha can only make sense in the minor key. The anthem that begat our redemption, begins in anguish, sorrow, seeming defeat and unresolved despair.
What we conquering Americans of the 21st century seem to forget is that the old spiritual writers embraced these “dark times” much more readily than we do today. St. Ignatius speaks of two different seasons in our lives of the spiritual journey….times of consolation and seasons of desolation. During times of consolation, God’s grace is as real as the hand in front of my face. These times are marked by joyous celebration of God’s goodness and feelings of euphoria over God’s love. Yet, Ignatius too speaks of times of desolation. These times are marked by spiritual unrest as we are barraged by many questions and temptations and a lack of confidence in God. It’s those seasons where we find ourselves complacent, feeling melancholy, tepid, sad and seemingly separated from the goodness and grace of God.
Ignatius is helpful, first, by simply naming that this is a “reality” for us all….and it’s not as simple as saying this season is caused by sin or laziness. It’s often deeper than simply praying more, or picking up our Bible’s more often. It’s more complex than that. In many ways these seasons where our souls sing dirges in darkness are out of our control. . . and, yet, utterly necessary to embrace and to own and part of the journey.
The great temptation when our life’s song is singing in minor key is to pretend it’s not real. We think, “I’m a pastor, a minister of the gospel, and I have no time for this”…...However, our pastoral integrity demands us to lean into with honesty where we are with God. As shepherds of God’s flock, our own soul and the role we are in must be integrated.
However, to be in minor key, but to avert or deny it, forces us to put on masks and to deny the reality of our own life’s song. When we are in minor key, but pretend to be in major, there lies a gap between our soul and our role. Who we are and what we do are no longer integrated, and our pastoral integrity diminished.
Instead of averting and denying and wearing masks, we must learn to embrace and accept the season of minor key that we find ourselves in.
First, confess to others where we are at. Let others know that you are in a particularly challenging/sad/dark part of the spiritual journey. Don’t demonize minor key, yet ask others to pray that we get through this dark time unscathed. Secondly, Stay committed to your disciplines. Often in minor key, our disciplines can feel dry and ineffective. All, the more reason to stay the course. Lastly, God most likely wants to do a new work in our lives when we are in minor key. It doesn’t mean that all is unraveling, but just means that God wants to pull us out of our comfort zone temporarily to teach us new lessons and to ultimately draw us closer to Himself. It’s the minor key in a great song that makes the major key so much more brilliant and euphoric. We cannot bypass the rhythms of our life. Don’t give in to the temptation to deny or avert minor key. Own it. Learn from it. Lean into it.
A Great temptation
2. A Great Truth
- The great truth is that apart from the minor key, we cannot be sanctified.
A Great Paradox
- The great paradox is that God’s major ministry through our lives, will emerge from our minor key.
A Prayer When Our Life is in “Minor Key”
Friday, August 29, 2014
Pre-modern vs. Modern Man
“For the wise men of old, the cardinal problem of human life was how to conform the soul to objective reality, and the solution was wisdom, self-discipline, and virtue. For the modern, the cardinal problem is how to conform reality to the wishes of man, and the solution is a technique.”
Wednesday, April 10, 2013
First Love
-Pastor Matt Carter
Tuesday, March 26, 2013
The Spirit of a Disciple-Maker
to you so dear, to me so dim.
But when you came to me you brought a sense of Him
And from your eyes he beckons me
And from your lips his voice is spread
Till I lose sight of you and see the Christ instead”
Is it a beatific smile, a holy light upon your brow?
No, I saw his presence when you laughed just now.”
Discipleship begins with a passion for Christ that so fills us that it radiates out to those we come in contact with. And, it's radiance is infectious. It spreads to others.
Here's a great article on raising up disciples. Enjoy...
Thursday, February 28, 2013
The Winter Worship Blues
Tuesday, October 09, 2012
Make Disciples--It's just that Simple
Wednesday, October 03, 2012
Sabbath, Solitude and False-fronts
If you remember the old westerns or have every been to one of those western "boom towns" you are familiar with those stores and shops that have "false front" architecture. From the front these places are built to look impressive, even extravagant. From Main Street, these buildings seem perfectly composed. However, upon from the side, rear or inside the building reveals that the architecture is not what it appears from the front. Closer inspection reveals that there is no interlocking relationship between the beautiful "false front" and the rest of the actual building. The inner composition of the building lacks integrity, and can often reflect downright shabby craftsmanship.
For me, the practice of sabbath and solitude is all about getting beyond the false front of our lives. Away from a life lived off of curb appeal and compliments of the crowd. Solitude and Sabbath with the Lord's help leads me away from the temptation to define my life by what others think about me, or by the way I project myself to others. In spending time alone with God, the false-front facade loses its luster, and I come to grips with the real "me". Behind close doors in prayer with the Father, I quit looking at myself through the shallow view of Main Street, and I begin to get in and around and underneath my life, discovering my true composition.
Looking at ourselves with "no false-fronts attached", can be humbling and without the grace of God, downright depressing. I discovered during my sabbatical that there are aspects of my life that are not composed as well as I would like to imagine. Once I got beyond the curb appeal that I project to the world around me, I began to see myself in a more truthful, sobering way. And, the truth is that I didn't always like what I saw, or who I saw behind the facade. Can you relate?
It was in discovering the lack of composition within my own life that I was able to reclaim the truths of the gospel. Because when the false-front is ripped away, and we see who we really are, we are either driven to despair, or are forced to reach out and grasp more tightly to the grace of God in Jesus. I can recall echoing the words of Paul in I Timothy 1:15: "Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners--of whom I am the worst".
Far from devastating me, the real truth about who I am beyond the facade had power and gave me reason to lean deeper into my own need for a savior. I am thankful that Jesus sees deeper than my curb appeal, yet loves me still. He sees the ugliness and the disorganized mess within me, yet offers his perfectly composed life for my own decomposed life. Despite the messiness of my meager house, he desires to make his home there! This truth leads me to love him and empowers me to worship and glory Him.
Pastor Loretta spoke this past week on taking time to look at ourselves and ask why do we do the things we do. Hopefully, this has been a question you've been taking inventory on this week. As you get alone with God, may the false-fronts you have consciously or sub-consciously erected come down, giving you insight into who you really are. And, in that messy place, may you cling to the grace of God in Jesus Christ who "came into the world, to save sinners--of whom I am the worst."
Tuesday, August 28, 2012
He who has Ears
Monday, February 13, 2012
I Believe
My friend, Seth Fisher, recently passed this creed onto me.
He found it in the Celtic Daily Prayer and I found it encouraging.
“I still believe in the power of the priesthood, where
sinful men are helped by sinful men. I believe in an
authority that stoops to wash a poor man’s feet. I
Believe in a banquet where sinners learn to love,
eating in company with their God. I believe in parents
who teach their children the beauty that is life.
I believe in the words that God has left for man, words
that can fashion hope from darkness and turn bitter
loneliness into love. And I believe in the beauty
of his mind, the force of his emotions, the fire and loyalty of his
love. I know his weakness, his cowardice, his treachery, his hate. But
I believe in him and his thirst for acceptance and love.
Most of all I believe in God and the power of His victory in Christ. I believe
In a Resurrection that rescued man from death. I believe in an Easter that opened man
To hope. I believe in a peace that I know in fleeting moments and seek with boldness born
Of God. I believe in a life that lingers after this, and a life that God has fashioned for His friends.
I believe in understanding, in forgivenss, in mercy, in faith. I believe in man’s love for woman,
and hers for him, and in the fervor of this exchange I hear the voice of God. I believe in friendship and its power to turn selfishness to love. I believe in eternity and the hope that it affords.
Fr. James Kavanagh
Wednesday, February 01, 2012
A Reason for God. . .Interview with Tim Keller
The God of Mission
Friday, January 27, 2012
Living Incarnationally
The following excerpt came from one of my teacher's (Dr. Charles Arn) books entitled "Heartbeat".
KESWICK, UNITED KINGDOM (ANS) — Walking slowly to the podium, assisted by a cane and his research assistant, the theologian was met by a standing ovation from the overflow crowd on the warm summer evening of July 17th. Several years earlier TIME magazine had named him “One of the 100 most influential people on the planet.” What would he say in his final address to those listening in that room and around the world?
John Stott began by recalling how perplexed he had been as a younger Christian, about the answer to the question, “What is God’s purpose for His people?” In his message that night Stott described the resolution to his lifelong search:
“ I want to share with you where my mind has come to rest as I approach the end of my pilgrimage on earth. Here it is: God wants His people to become like Christ. Christ-likeness is the will of God for the people of God.”
Stott spent the rest of the evening addressing this matter of incarnational evangelism; a process, he noted, “that can turn the world upside down.” Stott’s simple definition of incarnational evangelism was: “Entering into other people’s worlds with Christ-likeness.”
Incarnational evangelism, said Stott, is the road the church must walk in the 21st century. Our evangelistic efforts often lead to failure, he observed, simply because we don’t act like the Christ we proclaim. Quoting John Poulton, Stott noted that, “The most effective preaching comes from those who embody their message. What communicates now are not words or ideas, but rather personal authenticity; that is, Christ-likeness.”

